It’s been 4 years – and here I talk about what I used to think about myself.
I recorded a special video for you just two days before I celebrated my 4 year anniversary of ED recovery on June 13, 2014.
I am in awe of how far I have come in my Recovery from my Eating Disorder Anorexia / Orthorexia. It has NOT been easy — but I am living proof that it is possible!
In this video, I show you my eating disorder “mask” — the physical one I created in treatment to represent the “mask” I wore when my eating disorder ran my life.
I talk about my narcissism, my insecurities, feeling worthless and unloveable.
I also show you some new never-before-seen pictures of me while I was sick (and the crazy amounts of makeup I used to wear to cover up my feelings of being ugly and unworthy!)
I didn’t want anyone to see my flaws, and here I talk about all of my deepest fears, many of which I have come to terms with and healed.
I think you will enjoy this peek into my journey, so enjoy!
[Text transcript coming soon]
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I hope you enjoyed my video — please let me know what you think (and if you relate) in the comments below!
Lots of Love ♥,